This is the first free day I've had in a while, it feels so weird. i feel like i should be working on artwork. I have a bunch of plans for new paintings all sketched out in my sketchbook, but for some reason i'm....apprehensive about redrawing them on paper and starting to paint. i guess i just don't know where to start. lol. I'm working on two still lifes for my art class. I'm actually not really liking art class much so far. It's really just so much...less than CCAD. My teacher actually told me today that I'm too advanced for the class and so there isn't anything she can teach me. I'm taking two other classes at the high school this semester. the government/econ class i need to graduate is really just a waste of time. We spend most of our time listening to him talk about fantasy football and watching tv. and the "life planning" class I was thrown into against my will is even worse. we actually watched a movie that was seriously like " Remember to brush your teeth twice a day kids!" I'm so ready to be done with highschool.

I applied for a part time job at a movie theater on wednesday. I thought the interview went pretty well but they said they'd call by now if i had gotten the job and they haven't yet so i guess that means i didn't get it. I'm a little disappointed because I could really use the money, but I'm glad i keep to keep the little bit of free time I have.

Also I had to go to the hospital two days ago to get a cardiac halter monitor. I finally got to take it off today My doctor thinks I probably have a heart problem and we're trying to find out what it is. Hopefully it turns out to be nothing major.

Also i found a pretty flower at the college campus today. I wish i would have taken a picture. lol. (college is so much better than highschool!)

anyways, yeah. random jumpy journal entry. Sorry for babbling.